Ill listen if u want some1 to tlak to

so everyone keeps tellin me...its easier not to explain myslf to anyone, nd jst cut myslf..

convo on msn

So, I got a little sick of being me, And i cut my wrists to try to make you see... You didnt see the blood dripping red, but you finally saw my heart too late, it was dead..

The Situation Isn't Getting Any Better,

I See That Look In Your Eyes

Ashes To Ashes, Dust To Dust
She Fights To Hold Back Her Pain
And As The Funeral Procession Marches On
The Sunshine Turns To A Monotonous Rain...

Out Of My New Poem, "Stabbed (True Story)

I thought of you so many times, I thought you’d want me back, and then I remembered that you had her…

I’ve never lied about loving
I’ve never said it when it wasn’t right
But I’m finding it so hard
To sleep without you at night

Somewhere theres someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worthwhile, so when your are lonely, remember its true: somebody, somewhere is thinking of you.

Be good....

Or just be good at it...

He told me to stop being so immature, so I broke his tonka-truck

I AM DREAMING OF A NEW NIGHTMARE