Just Because It Was My Choice,
Does NOT Mean It Was Easy.

Lonely
xXx

I Can't Wait To Wake Up And Find That I Can Breath on My Own Again

Lonely
xXx

And Even After An Eternity
We Can Pick Up The Phone
And Talk Like We Haven't Missed
A Day Of Talking

Lonely
xXx

I Fought So Hard I Have No Fight Left

Lonely
xXx

You bring back memories of how I used to be.
Of how I wish I was now.
Happy.

Lonely
xXx

But you are still the tears on my pillow
And will always be the cuts on my arm, that I try to hide

Lonely
xXx

You used to cuddle me until I fell asleep in your arms.
Now, I cry myself to sleep with that memory

Lonely
xXx

I used to think we'd be together until the day we died.
I dreamt of marrying you, having your babies, building our lives together.
You were my first love, and I want you to be my last.

Lonely
xXx

I'd rather spend an eternity thinking you were wonderful,
Then find out in a day that you were a let down

Lonely
xXx

Time goes around
The weather changes
People grow up and apart
But after so long
I'm still in love with you

Lonely
xXx