He said that I would be OK
that It wouldn\'t be so bad...

He sees me cying all alone
with no friends at my side...

I hope one day you wake up
feeling all my pain...

As the moon shines in the window tonight
i just cant help but cry...

The griveing widow lampe
isnt doing well...

October 8th, 2007
I, Shannon Loter of Portland...

I feel like a bottle
That’s cast out to sea...

People really make me sad
they really let me down...

Can anyone tell me
what i should do...

You tell me to be unique
You encourage self expression...

Immersed in darkness
i start to fade...

I've decided to hate you
with all of my heart...