Stabbed, forgotten, lied
their rules i cannot abide
accused for something said
now i will sit here wishing to be dead

In all these tears i cry
there is no hope in me
a broken friendship is lost and slain
cuz love had to interfere

Letting my anger run out
squezing out the world of today
and forcing in the past
but all it does is make me cry
because i had to fall in love with you

Living in a world of shattered dreams
and were love is the most tearful
sitting in a room full of my screams
were i'm about to do the most fearful

You know that feeling you get when your exited and thrilled about something unexpected? thats the way i feel when i look at this one special person

Being loved by you
holding on to feel you breathe
feeling your arms embraced
if only this could never end

Almost a year since you past
why did you have to leave so fast?
i wish i could have said goodbye
before you had to go and die

brittany mccain, died june 20 2004, *kiss kiss* i miss you
harley

Madness, pressure, pain
hate, denial, insane
in this moment i take it slow
only hoping the pain wont grow
seeping farther away from this
tasting at last, deaths first kiss

If I could spend just one more hour
Maybe my world wouldn’t be so sour
If I could have just one last kiss
Maybe it wouldn’t be the death of this
If I could see you just one more day
Maybe I wouldn’t have to die this way

I once asked someone if they loved me, he didnt say he did:( but he didnt say he didnt, he didnt say anything at all