I need you like I need that blade to my wrist.

Are you going to help me get out of this hell or are you just going to watch me go through it?

It's better not to say anything at all, then people won't be able to hear the pain in my voice.

A suicide is a broken heart the world forgot.

So I take this razor and let the sadness bleed away.

-From a poem I'm writing.

She was always so sad, but she never said a word. She just swallowed this feeling of loneliness, and smiled.

&& tonight,
The silence will tell you everything you need to hear,
The sadness that’s inside will tear you apart.
It kills me
How you so easily see right through me.
Saying that you care
Oh, you lie so well.

[read my poems?]

Trust me, you're making this anything but easy.

Even if we never talk again - please remember that I am forever changed by who you are & what you meant to me.

Everytime I think I've gotten somewhere with you, I get pushed back down. Nothing's going to make this better. We're never going to be as close as we were, so I should just give up. I miss you so much but I can't seem to let you go.