I hate that im so alone
that the pain is always there...

I'm trying so hard
To pick myself up off the floor...

Its almost like the continuous loss that will...
I fell so hard, I know you said dont...

I try to block your memory to protect me from the...
Forget I ever knew you or even heard your name...

Each time the reason is different
Simply excuses is all they've been...

How was it so easy
for you to just walk away from me...

Its all to much to take,
Its like a replay of all those games I never again...

In your house Im sitting writting this poem about...
You couldnt love me you said...

What was I thinking
Why did I let myself believe in you...

I hate you for making me feel like this
I hate that you just walked away...

They don't see it
They dint know you like I do...

Somehow my life
went so very wrong...