Was it wrong
what i did today...

Like a shattered mirror
Shards of lies uncovered...

I know you got hurt
so many times...

It was a cold November day,
it was a sickening hot July...

Am i really so unappealing
or does my weirdness...

Cold, numb, my heart is icy black
warm, loving, i will never go back...

I want to end my life
I wish to cease to exist...

I did something
and it was so wrong...

At first i wasn't certain
At first i was scared...

How could you be so low?
How could you be so mean...

Afraid
I stand here...

It is you I think of
My fingertips touching your lips...