The Longer you keep it around..
The worse it will hurt in the end..

Dont live your life wishing you could take back your mistakes
Because your just wasting your time
Instead..Learn from your mistakes..
And just keep livin your life

Dont let anyone hurt you to the point where you just give up because one day you might realize they werent worth it..and it might be too late

When the sky opens up
And God calls my name
I hope you'll be with me
Cuz even then i'll feel the same

Im not addicted to:
Drugs
Alcohol
Cutting myself
iiM just addicted to
-Temporary Happiness-

She took one last look at herself
Still feeling the pain from her life
She took the razor of the shelf
And for the last time..
Closed her eyes

*from my poem 'The Last Time'

The lights are on but my world so dark
My pain you'll never know
I smile for you because its easier
I'll never let it show

*from my poem 'Help me before it's too late'*

I dont regret anything ive done
because i kno somehow
everything ive ever done
good and bad
Some how
-Led me to you-

I LOVE TO DREAM BECAUSE
MY DREAMS TAKE ME AWAY
SO FAR FROM MY OWN REALITY
iN MY DREAMS iM BEAUTIFUL
iN MY DREAMS PEOPLE LOVE ME
BUT MOST OF ALL BECAUSE
iN MY DREAMS..
i HAVE YOU

No more hurting myself
Just to see if I can feel
My world is imaginary
I already know I'm not real