I'm writing you this
letter to say my goodbyes...

You made me mad
you made me sad...

The scars are healing
from your beatings...

Theres things that i wanna tell you but i don't...
i hate the fact that our relationship is a secret...

God saw you get sicker
day after day...

I saw the bloodtrickle,
Down the white wall...

Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl
It feeds on loneliness and creates a void...

I once knew a lady named
Misery...

Something must be wrong with me
with all this hurt inside...

Have you had cold showers of pain
My friend, you've stood in my rain...

I've been pushed down so many times
I feel this time will be the last...

No one hears me, understands me
I speak in silence...