I love him so much but he doesn't seem to care,
I spend all of my days wishing that he was there...

(Tuesday may 18th 2004)
** Heres a story about a girl that i once met...

I walk down the road alone,
Not a happy soul in sight...

When I found out about you and her it almost broke...
In my mind I thought i had a chance...

I love you more then you'll ever know,
Even though it might not show...

I love you, I need you, I can't forget you,
Where did you go...

I Lay Awake At Night,
I Cannot Sleep, I Cannot Rest...

I thought I loved you more than anyone
I thought you were the answer to my prayer...

I love you so much and you know i do,
My Heart and Soul will always be with you...

How can I live my life like this?
with the constant fighting, Will someone make it...

I remember the times we used to sit and talk for...
You said you loved me and i said it back...

I sit in my room with my eyes wet with tears,I cry...
Right then i wish i wasn't alive...