Do not try to fix me
I was broken from the start

Blood red on my lips you read
Even beautiful people bleed

Though my soul is breaking
It is just easier to lie
And hide the hurt and emptiness
To smile instead of cry..

All the mistakes in my world
Couldn't measure up to the day
I thought i could trust you

Wishful thinking, to dream of dreams
Nothing exists quite as it seems

I loved you
Notice how its past
Strange, How feelings change
Now nothing ever lasts

Petals fall
Roses die
Thorns crushed
On the ground they lie

I fall
My heart dies
Spirit crushed
But smile and sigh

Drown in tears little doll
Dusty, broken, like before
Hide your fears little doll
Because your not wanted anymore

Living in the shadow I call life

So tired of the mask hiding my pain
Yet too scared to take it off and let it happen again