=another night
of lonely dark...
+ arms of cuts
numbing other pain...
holding my knife
crimson blood glistens...
+once again
crying and alone...
~deep inside
my soul is dying...
You say you love me
is it true...
+ i don't want to be here
make it all stop...
= my bedroom door
is the gateway to hell...
Tormented cries
echo in the night...
Dulling my pain with cuts
many ask if i am nuts...
*memories haunt me
making me cry...
Staring into the mirror
dressed in black from head to toe...