You COMPLICATE Me..

My life got so amazingly f*kced up when i let you in it..

Did you ever hold on so tight,
That when you let go...
There was nothing to let go of..?

Its your choice to leave me, but it's my right to ask you to give my heart back befor leaving.

Sometimes, we miss someone we haven't talked to for a while..
but i miss you cause just when i turn around, ready to laugh and talk about my day, i realize i'am sitting alone..
wishing you were beside me..

I miss you not because you're gone,
but because things between us aren't
the same as before..

It's been quite a while..
I can say i miss your smile,
i miss your voice,
i miss you.. but i'll be lying if i'll do..
cause what i really miss is not you,
not us, but how it was...

A failing love is like holding on to a burning steel. Not wanting to let it go. but your hands feel the pain...
And when you finally let go, you're free from any pain but your hands are empty..

You have come to my life through the door.. i'm afraid it will never again be open for many have slammed it in their way out..
Feel free to stay, but when the time comes that you would have to leave,
please close it gently..

Lord, please grant me the serenity to understand my man. Passion to forgive him, and the patience to bear with his moods..
Because Lord, if i ask for strength,
I'LL BEAT HIM TO DEATH!!!