Shall I ever behold him
Who has been my life so long...

I'm sitting here thinking
Doing this just isn't me...

It's as bad as i feared
Because now all my visions of happiness have...

I used to do it
But...

He sits down beside me
Smiles then laughs...

Have you ever just wondered if I was OK
Thought about my bad habit...

These Eyes
They Cry...

If you really want to die
Please look me in the eye...

I can't clearly think, I'm always so busy
Thers no time for me...

I wanna be free
From this troublesome life...

Blood drips slowly
The knife penetrates a little harder...

If I Told You
That your In My Heart To Stay...