picking you up by the waist / i am calling you...
after the night you left / i went back to an empty...
i want to cut out my insides
figure out where it all went wrong...
places i am leaving my heart in 2022:
the tips of your fingers where you grabbed my hips...
a face i can never keep clean
five jalapeños...
today i can’t concentrate
consumed with cats eye...
maybe tomorrow i will wake
and feel familiarity...
i don’t speak your name anymore
trying not to fall in love with you...
all i remember
is busted blenders...
.
i sit crosslegged on your bed...
telling myself
i don’t remember...
a bumblebee
with a full stomach...
thank you for
teaching me...