picking you up by the waist / i am calling you...
after the night you left / i went back to an empty...

i want to cut out my insides
figure out where it all went wrong...

places i am leaving my heart in 2022:
the tips of your fingers where you grabbed my hips...

a face i can never keep clean
five jalapeños...

today i can’t concentrate
consumed with cats eye...

maybe tomorrow i will wake
and feel familiarity...

i don’t speak your name anymore
trying not to fall in love with you...

all i remember
is busted blenders...

.
i sit crosslegged on your bed...

telling myself
i don’t remember...

a bumblebee
with a full stomach...

thank you for
teaching me...