I wish these thoughts would go away, cuz it's hurting like hell to be this way.

I realized that i had made a mistake, but i couldn't erase my past. So i tried my best to cut it out, but only found that memories will always last.

I don't miss him, i just miss who i thought he was....

Wounds heal, pictures fade, but scars and memories, are forever here to stay. They remind me of my mistakes, and all horrid things i've seen, but of all the things they make me think of, the worst thing is me...

I wish i never met you,
And i know that's cruel to say.
But if i had never known you,
Maybe i wouldn't be this way...

Is it depression? Is it hate? Is it love? Or is this fate? Is it supposed to end? Or continue like this? Is there really anything in life to miss?

And when a new love blooms, then fades away... I hope your heart re-lives how mine died that day.

And I won't say forever not ever again,
Because i'm just not quite that tough..
And the way 'forever' ended last time,
I've come to believe, that forever doesn't last long enough...

And sometimes when I dream at night,
I tell you all the things I need to say..
But even then it's always when
You're turned the other way..

I'll love you now but not forever.
Nothing's gonna make it better.
These thoughts keep racing through my head,
And all the things I should have said.
They say all good things must have an end,
I just hope this doesn't end too soon..