It feels great to finally be over him...
and to have this new start
with an awesome guy.

No one knows the pain behind my mask...

Im trying to get over the only guy i've loved, and its so hard i'd rather die than keep going through this torture.

I didnt think it was possible...
i never knew this could hurt so much,
y couldnt u just be here,
holding me in ur arms,
like u said u would before u met her...

Trying to get my love to stop talkin to me, thats really low. ill never talk to you again...

Last nite was so beautiful,
the fireflies looked like stars,
the lightning in the backround,
the warmth of the air,
but still something wasnt right,
you werent here with me,
to experience this gorgeous site.

Why do my friends think im a b**ch?
why do i take their abuse?
why do i hurt inside?
...because i love you...

i dont care what my friends think, i still love you, and wish you were here to hold me

Love is like a rose,
beautiful to look at,
but you can easily get pricked.

Love is just like sex it dosent mater if your on top or on bottom you get screwed either way

^*my friend's*^

: I think sometimes... you have to lose somebody completely before you can figure out what they really mean to you.

^dawson's creek quote*