You see the thing is after you lose some one, so special, you truly die.The pain may ease a little, and you may slip back in to your regular life, but no matter what you do, you can not come back to life.

THE LOVE OF FRIENDS MAY FALTER AND FADE BUT THE LOVE OF SISTERS REMAINS THE SAME.

My greatest fear
is when I die
no friends will care
and no one will cry

Most people think im always happy
few see its only a mask
but even less will understand
because you dont know my past

The thing abought tears is
the longer you dont cry
the harder it is to start
but once you start
its harder to stop

You see my eyes are dark
yet the color you can not place
for my eyes are the color
of pain trying to escape

Eyes that cry
lips that lie
nose will run
with the trigger of a gun

Some people put on jeans
others put on a skirt
i put on a smile
to hide how much i hurt

To forgive and forget
is a childs game.
You can forgive the action
but never forget the pain.

If I walk around with my eyes closed will it keep me from being judged
If I walk around unloving will it keep me from being in pain
If I don’t look when you hurt me will it keep me from crying
If I don’t leave your side will you love me again