The Stupid Thing They Call Love

I hate those "iloveyous" with no sense of meaning.
Just a phrase to use in replacement of words untold.

When you smiled and looked me in the eyes, I looked away.
Did you wonder why?

I believed it all. and none of it was true.

It's like you said;
nothing the same
ignorance
silence
sinking feeling
and that dying feeling.

Nothing will ever be the same again- not like how it use to be.

Why is it that whenever i hear your name, your voice, you, i just seem to freeze? why is it that i cant stop thinking and wondering you could be doing right now, that maybe you'd be hoping and thinking about me too?

I guess fate just accidently crossed our paths.. but its crossed now and its headed for a new direction.

If i just close my mouth, let my heart be broken in two, watch you walk away with her, swallow up the sadness, wipe away the tears....maybe if i did that, i would forget you. im sorry i didnt and ended up hurting both of us.