I want to be one of those lucky girls who gets the guy who likes her for who she is...

And, I'm afriad to tell you what hurts me, because then I'm afriad you might make me cry.

Maybe if I were gorgeous, I would finally feel pretty...

Him: "That would suck if you I where blind."

Me: "Yeah, but you would still be cute."

Him: "You'd still be cute... too"

The best I can do now is, write; the feeling, fight; the tears, cut; the pain.

"I walk a lonely road" a road of pain and a road of emptyness and shame. My tears burn. And my heart achs. But most of all thinking of you makes my body shake.

"I hope a big acid shitting monster comes and craps acid all over it, and burn it from the face of the earth!" ~ Bryan...one of my friends talking about his house..

Even though we lay close together. We still feel miles apart inside.

*something someone said to me a few months ago*

"I'll love you down to the last drop of the biggest glass of wine."

*but now i guess that big glass ran out of wine huh...?*

I'm everything I hate, and so much more. I think thats why i feel so alone. Nothing seems to go rite for me...