Benith my breath is the secret that my heart truly holds for you.

Life long journies carry you throughout life. But kisses and hugs only carry you throught the moment..I now know that this is different. because of you...

I'm everything I hate, and so much more. I think thats why i feel so alone. Nothing seems to go rite for me...

*something someone said to me a few months ago*

"I'll love you down to the last drop of the biggest glass of wine."

*but now i guess that big glass ran out of wine huh...?*

Even though we lay close together. We still feel miles apart inside.

"I hope a big acid shitting monster comes and craps acid all over it, and burn it from the face of the earth!" ~ Bryan...one of my friends talking about his house..

"I walk a lonely road" a road of pain and a road of emptyness and shame. My tears burn. And my heart achs. But most of all thinking of you makes my body shake.

Maybe your just so blinded by your love for him, that you dont want to see the truth. His words are lies that he knows your heart wants to hear.