Heyeveryone would you plz read some of my poems and quote (most in death)

I’m Looking For A Thug A True Gnats Guy The One Who Looks All Tough But Won’t ever Make me cry Should U Be My Baby The One Who Understands Cruz Even If his Boys R There He's Like Want to Hold ma Hand??????????????????

Please Comment on my poem the truth about him..

The night rain pours down
On this lonely me
With my back against the ally wall
And a loaded gun in my hand

I was finally over you
Believing it was true
I even had other crushes then you
Had my head held high
Thinking it wasn't going to fall
Then you smiled and *R*U*I*N*E*D*
It all

People that laugh a lot
Cry a lot
Because it only takes
One smile to hide
A million tears

Maybe cause it shows
I can taste you on my lips
And smell you in my clothes
Cinnamon and sugar
And soft spoken lies
You never know how you look
Throught other peoples eyes