Thanks Dani, you've been a real help. The memories were great, but if this is the way things are gonna be, then I'm sorry. I can't keep doing this. It causes too much pain. Thanks for all the good times, but this is goodbye.

Im not the girl i want to be...
with the pasted-on smile
and the dirty past.
im not really who you think i am...
so pretty and happy.
im not really anything...
just another sad face.

From "can't take it" by the all-american rejects

i know this will be temporary,
i know this will be,
but i've had enough.
i can't take it.

Looking back at those pictures, I can see the sharp hint of unshed tears.

I cant handle the intensity
of this immense tranquility

Its not worth it anymore by it:: i mean you

Can I die right here, right now?
Would you even notice?
Would you even care?
I think I'll take a chance,
And keep on living-
Just a little longer-
To see if you notice me.

Stop pretending
i knoww now

Lying
wont
help
at
all

It's not worth it anymore::these tears are gone...

Sometimes you gotta live with the life you have...