She feels lost in her life
Treading water just to keep from slipping under

There are some people who want to throw their arms round you simply because it is Christmas; there are other people who want to strangle you simply because it is Christmas.

I just love how i always find a way to ruin the things that make me happy

If I've learned anything through all this, it's that life can take a funny little turn when you're not looking. And if you don't pay attention, you could get caught in a tangled mess that's hard to get out of.

These tears are stinging my eyes, but i won't let them fall...

I'm sorry. I'm so terribly sorry. I can't even begin to express how sorry I am. Please forgive me?

IF I NEVER WAKE UP IT WILL BE OK....CUZ I DONT HAVE ONE THING TO WAKE UP TO....LIVE ALIFE OF PROBLEMS AND SORROW, THEN DIE. THATS ALL.

:]

"":] the smiley face. the number of ]s determine how happy you are. example:
:] -not upset
:]] -happy
:]]] -overjoyed
:]]]] -basically jumping up and down and screaming 'wahoo'""

I can't really change her, now, can i? but i can try to change myself