I cant hide behind this mask any longer. i cant keep it in anymore. counting the minutes until i break. stop me before it gets too late..

not a poem peoples im serious this time

I want to cry everytime you say you love me cuz i kno u mean only as frends

When people say it's better to have loved & lost than to never have loved at all, they've obviously never had their heart ripped out.

When will you look at me & realize you love me too??

I lied to my heart when I said I didn't love you anymore.

U hurt me so bad & yet u continue to act as if nothing is wrong...

I created my own reality where u & i can be together forever because the one i live in made it so that it's you & her...

U said u'd always be there 4 me....if thats so true, then why are you always over there with her & never here 4 me 2 lean on u while im crying....i hope ur happy with her, cuz u obviously arent with me...

I'm sorry for being jealous. I'm sorry for the fights. I'm sorry for falling in love with you. but most of all, I'm sorry for telling you that I'm over you when I can't even look at you anymore without wanting to cry...

I have good news & bad news...

the good news is I don't cry over you anymore....

the bad news is I still love you.......T_T