And i've never felt this pain any worse than the moment i looked up and noticed ive been alone this whole time....

Who gets to say what's normal?

You say no one cares
But I was always there
Now I feel the same
And you're the one to blame

(might turn it in to a poem)

Slit your wrist
Hope to die
Won't exist
Hear them cry

There's a hole in my heart and I don't know why.

-sum 41

Everyone has a different fight. A different wound that keeps them bleeding.

-smile empty soul

Everyone has a twin. some are born with theirs while others find them in a best friend

The memories come flooding back and suddenly I'm alone again

Looking at the far away stars, reminded of my bleeding scars

I'm a compulsive heartbreaker
I get them hooked
and before you know it
I'm the one who wants rehab