Going back in time
To when everything was fine
But I still can't find
What I left behind

Take the knife
And cut so deep
So I can have
An eternal sleep

As I start to fall apart
I trust that you will catch my heart
Before it shatters on the ground
And the pieces can't be found

We don't have aliens, we have government

Trying to escape the hell I've made myself.

Kiss me
Kill me
Your kiss is torture
But killing me would be too easy

-MEST

I cursed you and I
With my psychopathic mind
I cut you deep
Stitched you up
Until there's nothing left but scars
I know I'm wrong
For what I've done
Condemn me to a life alone

-Mest

She sees an image of perfection
Inside her broken reflection.

Tonight I'll open every scar
And know that death is not that far

Failure reminds me of the mistakes I've made,
For strength I lean against my razorblade.