I doubt anyone will notice when I am dead
I will not move from my position on my bed...

You make everything so very hard
No chance to get closer to you...

I stand here alone
Calling out to you...

Did I ever love thee?
Or was it all a dream...

A knife through the heart
Pain deep within my soul...

I watch you sleeping
And inside I want to cry...

So angry inside at all of you
Each and of you have destroyed me...

I watch you now
Crying tears of pain...

For years I have not been alone
My demons are always here...

As I walked along the beach today
I noticed the footprints in the sand...

You don’t have to thank me
For you helped me right back...

I could not stop her
Nothing I did not try...