I promised myself that the last poem about Anthony...
I have made many mistakes...

It's been a year,
I'm surprised at how fast it went...

We are the best of friends,
i hope this friendship never ends...

I love you that much is true,
but you can't see it and I don't know what to do...

How do I explain?
I'm anything but plain...

I remember the look in your eye,
when you said goodbye...

You hold her in your arms every night,
its never me that you hold so tight...

You wanted to kiss me real bad,
so a first kiss we had...

At night i try to fall asleep,
trying not to make a peep...

I hurt when you flirt,
I hurt when you treat me like dirt...

Why do I love you?
all you did was hurt me...

I'm staring at the wall,
waiting for your call...