Remembering times when life was worthwhile
Times when waking up wasn't such a chore...

The tears the consume me
As I lie and reflect...

I miss you so much
So much all the time...

People think im happy – so secure
Why cant the see behind my lies...

I'm so worn out from fighting
I'm tired and need to rest...

It may have been distressing
It may have torn me to shreds...

It’s the same with me
Same routine every day...

Take my hand and lead me through
Give me faith when I lose my reason...

Sick of trying,
Tired of crying...

I feel so sad
So dead inside...

After all this pain
All this shiit...

The reason you see
Why I am so sad...