I only show the real me when I cry

Isn't it funny that someone tells you their your friend...and then talk behind your back and stabs you right in the back?

With every scar, there's a reason.

Let me tell you a secret... I'm going to commit suicide soon.

& its raining every night on my pillow when I start wondering if I should be here.

& her problems don't seem to fade away after she cries.

The more you push the blade in your skin and bleed, the less you feel emotionally.

Thin enough cuts that it looks like a paper cut..all because of knives

You will never know who I am... I don't even know..

Is it wrong to make yourself black out so I don't have to be here?