All my dreams are turning into nightmares

My life represents the start of the story, and the end of the story. I start to get better with my shit, and then I crash

I'm going to pretend to smile to make people think I'm happy until my bones & cuts show, and they'll know.

Try trusting a person to say nothing will happen, and then it does

Old habits always come hit you in the face

There's a girl in the mirror who doesn't look like me at all.

Beat her until she's black and blue