I can't sleep because my dreams have turned into nightmares

Crying in the rain where no one can see my tears

I keep dreaming of the past which makes me want to kill myself even more

Trust takes a long time to earn,

But when somebody breaks it,

You turn against the world

And everything’s a lie

That you say.

Let me tell you a secret... I chose cutting over suicide

All my dreams are turning into nightmares

My life represents the start of the story, and the end of the story. I start to get better with my shit, and then I crash

I'm going to pretend to smile to make people think I'm happy until my bones & cuts show, and they'll know.

Try trusting a person to say nothing will happen, and then it does

Old habits always come hit you in the face