See this fountain dark,dark red,
Thinking that I want to be dead...
I close my eyes, and all I see,
Is death staring back at me...
Saying goodbye is hard to do,
especially to a good friend like you...
I have to scream, I have to cry,
I have to say my last goodbye...
Kill me now, kill me sweet,
make it fast cut it deep...
I'm gonna be broken forever,
No matter what you say...
Sometimes I can be happy,
Sometimes I can be sad...
Cutting my wrists, hoping to die,
Can't wait to get home, so I can cry...
I'm wounded, jaded, loved and hated,I've wrestled...
I have cried I'm striving, try to find me, i need...
I'm a little girl who sits and home,
And cries myself to sleep...
I sit at home, and numb the pain,
By crying so I can stay sane...
I'm running out of space to breathe,
I loved the pain the blood the slain...