I want a guy who is right there with me as I walk home in the rain, wholl look at me with my dripping wet hair and soaked clothes and kiss me and say ive never loved you more".

Trying too hard only worsens the pain.

You got to build your self-esteem baby that's you'll going to need most in your life.

Don't surround yourself with people who doesn't seem to see your worth, chances are you won't be needing them in the long run and they aren't going to matter then and now

I don't wanna be the girl who has to fill the silence
Cryin scares me cause it screams the truth
Please don't tell me that we had that conversation
I won't remember, save your breath, 'cos what's the use?

---sober pink

So another sad story and as much as i try to hold the pain back, i fail.

If i could just get away from the sad part of everything that's wrong with my life.. ):

Ol it takes s d desire 4 d change. make it real. take d baby steps. dont expct things fastr but apprec8 ol d lil details u see cos lyf s amazing dat way. Go 4 wat makes u n d 'others' hapi. don't b selfish but dont b self-deprived.

I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, i am out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. -M. Monroe

seriously.

Why do you keep asking me about her when you know that I'm the one who likes you. you're being insensitive all over again just cause you knew how i felt for you all along. x(