Not being able to see you for 9 months is hard...
But your coming home for Christmas, the best...

You know I am not ready for a relationship
I know I am not ready for a relationship...

I see the good
they see the bad...

You started telling me
what happened when you were little...

Sitting here in class
thinking about last night...

Ive been looking for a guy
a guy that can be my everything...

Theres no answer when i called
last night, so i called again...

Physically your 2,000 miles away
mentally your right here with me...

Dear friend,
as i write this letter, im reminded of all the...

Lying here in bed
watching the digits to the...

I could never explain the why i feel
you wouldn't understand...

Tonight i said its over
and its killng me inside...