♥I build myself up, Just to be broken...

I heal my old pains, just to feel more...

I fool myself, and then wake to the cruel realities of my life....

I just don't belong here...♥

Sometimes I wish I were deaf, blind, and mute...

Then I'd never have to cover my ears when I hear you speaking.

Close my eyes when you walk by with her.

Or...

Bite my tounge when I want so badly to tell you how much I still love you.

We Built it up...

To Watch it fall...♥

What are you supposed to do when the only place you ever felt safe, the only people who ever made you feel alive, the only things you ever wanted in life...

All turn against you?

A painful kiss
A broken dream
Her final wish
Not what it seems...

Love is like a wild rose in the winter...

Only the strong will survive.

&& I find myself confused...

I hurt people close to me, the ones that really care...

Only to find you pushing me farther away...

So I'll take this blade, and move it along my wrists. And I won't stop until the crimson flow matches the amount of tears I've cried for you...

&& when you said we'd be freinds forever...

Was that before or after you took the time to stab me, not only in the back, but in the heart as well?

&& I don't know how you can make me laugh...

When I don't even want to smile.