Pain is what I feel,
Happiness is what you’ll see...

*I didn't write it, a friend sent it to me...he...
Once in every lifetime, someone comes along...

In you I think I've found a real friend.
ever since Rachel passed away...

Suicide runs through my mind.
The blade cuts my veins...

I have tried time after time
to tell you how I feel inside...

I was once adored.....
now I feel ignored...

Everyday I put make-up on my face
to hide the tear stains...

You taught me what loves means.
You promised never to leave...

The pain came to an end.
Love came once again...

I look at my past,
so many things I regret...

I can’t remember the last time I was
happy to be me or be alive...

Time after time, I've tried to write a
poem about you, but never could...