Ever wonder what its like to die?

Everythings gone wrong... and there's nothing i can do about it.
I've lost you... and you're never coming back... that's what hurts the most... i have to watch you sail away knowing what we once had is now....

gone

I was told that all good things must come to an end.... and atleast in my case it seems that it's true

I live for tomorrow
Yet tomorrow never comes.

That's when i wonder why do i live at all..?

I don't want to cry, I don't want to feel pain, yet everyday I hurt that much longer and I cut my wrists that much deeper, knowing that one day I will sleep and never awake from this nightmare that is real

The biggest lie iv told was when i said

I
Love
You.

Im sorry :(

And for that couple of seconds, my heart stopped beating, not because i was dying.. but beacuse i was being brought alive.

Can a heart still brake even when its stopped beating?

It's so hard to belive in what you dont fully understand

I am not the predator,
But i am the pray.
Not the murderer but the murdered
Who died this very day.
The victim not the stalked
Dead from where i did get shot,
Not the bad and not the guilty,
But good and innocent...

Maybe not.