I'm not scared of the truth,
I just don't usually like what it has to say.

The physical pain I am going to be put through can be no worse than the mental pain I am permantly stuck with.

It's not nice to hurt people, but sometimes the only way to get across the truth is to say things others don't want to hear....

Looking out through a shop window I saw a lonley looking girl. She looked so sad and upset. Then I noticed she had cuts all up her arms.
As I reached out my hands to her, she reached back.

Then I realised the girl I saw was my reflection.

I cant believe you're leaving
And this time its for real,
My tears they wont stop flowing,
Heartbrake is what I feel.
No-ones there to wipe my tears,
No-one to rid me of my fears,
No-one there to help me fly,

For it is time to say goodbye.

I am not the predator,
But i am the pray.
Not the murderer but the murdered
Who died this very day.
The victim not the stalked
Dead from where i did get shot,
Not the bad and not the guilty,
But good and innocent...

Maybe not.

It's so hard to belive in what you dont fully understand

Can a heart still brake even when its stopped beating?

And for that couple of seconds, my heart stopped beating, not because i was dying.. but beacuse i was being brought alive.

The biggest lie iv told was when i said

I
Love
You.

Im sorry :(