I dont just want you back, i need you back.. please dont let these tears go to waste.. show me you care again..x

I've finally realised being truly happy wasn't part of my destiny

It's the same morning, get up, put on that pretend smile and hope something keeps me going all day, stops me from breaking down, stops me from thinking about him and our past

Was i not worth one call? a miscall? text? email? did i not matter to you the slightest? did these six months mean anything? was everything but the arguments and name calling just a lie?

I don't care i said with a smile on my face, i hope he moves to a further place, i hate him i said as i slowly turned around, i miss him i whispered as tears fell

I've forgotten your face, your smile, your laugh even your voice but the one thing i'll never forget is how you broke my heart

I used to be so happy and then i fell in love..

Was he suppose to know? was i suppose to say? after all the tears i shed why does he still not care?

And the scars on my arm tell a whole different story..

Days continue to pass, stars continue to shine, why do i still have tears in my eyes when all you did was lie?