I dont know what it is or why, even though you were a jerk, I still seem to want you and have your existance around me some how some way...

Indeed Im quiet than before, not boring... Only because I'm thinking of him and feeling the pain he caused.

Where are you where are you, baby, my love for you is true! Can't take this no more, you not here with me. You've become my insanity... and without you life feels o so lonely... If I could see you! and hold you.... ... God...if only*

I've fallen so deep that when I close my eyes, I can F EE L you; your arms around me... and the warmth of your {body} like Never before.........*

I wish to live alone, to live on my own... No parents putting you down, and no boyfriends breaking your heart. But to view this world without the worries of your own people. And learn from strangers...

If commiting suicide wasn't a sin, it would encourage me, do to this life's problems...... and the people to blame.

My resistance draws you closer...

Love is crazy, it makes you do things, that you could never do.... giving you strength, but also making you weak. Weird no?

"i see no changes, wake up in the morning, n ask myself is life worth living or should i blast myself..."

love that line
from the song :Changes

-by: Tupac

Roses are red violets are blue, you damn crazy and made me too.