Loving someone is giving them the power to hurt you but trusting them that they wont

Im having a baby boy.... its name is carson michael

And you're the one thats so worried that i got something to hide... but at least i wear my wedding ring.........

Why do i allow myself to let you put me thro all this... i dont deserve any of this pain.... im to good to you

I would do any thing for you and maybe that is the cause to all my pain

One day you are going to wake up and reach for me but im going to be in the arms of someone who really deserves me...

I have all this pain and when i look at you i feel it but i love you so much and i want to be here with you but u dont know how hard it is to look at you for all u put me thro

I dont want you to just want me because i have your baby... i want it to be like it use to be...

Its when you wake up and he's not there and u can't act like you dont care

There are things in life you cant explain like love that can look through rain. but there are those that you cant have and those you wish you had.