People always try to bring back sunshine in my life, But the clouds are still there..

I close my eyes at night, telling myself that i'm happy and ok.. But the nighttime tears know better..

I tried so damn hard to cover up my mistakes, that i am now drowning in my own lies..

"I wear my scars proudly.
They represent the battles through which I have gone,
And I am proud because
those battles I have won."

The fear of death keeps up from living, not from dying

Sometimes things happen in life that you just didn't see coming, That will break you and make you forget how to smile, But the things that make you weak now, will make you stronger in the end.

Baby girl, clean up your mess,
You don't want anybody to find out
baby girl, cover up your wounds,
you have to stand in with the croud.

From my poem Baby girl, Let me know what you think about it. xx

Can't live with you.. Can't live without you.. =(

My tears have dried up
I’m finished crying
Because I know I found someone I can talk to,
Somebody who shares my pain

Im going to smile like nothings wrong,
Talk like everythings perfect,
Act like its all a dream,
And pertend its not hurting me.