The fear of death keeps up from living, not from dying

"I wear my scars proudly.
They represent the battles through which I have gone,
And I am proud because
those battles I have won."

I tried so damn hard to cover up my mistakes, that i am now drowning in my own lies..

I close my eyes at night, telling myself that i'm happy and ok.. But the nighttime tears know better..

People always try to bring back sunshine in my life, But the clouds are still there..

You show love on the outside,
But feel hate on in the inside
You smile on the outside
I cry on the inside..

Check out my latest poems, Letter from razorblade and addiction of mine. xx

Baby girl, clean up your mess,
You don't want anybody to find out
baby girl, cover up your wounds,
you have to stand in with the croud.

* Love Razorblade.

from: Letter from razorblade, a poem of mine. Check it out. xx A.

How do you know if someone could handle the truth.. And what happens when you find out he or she can't?..

Lieing wil kill you in the end,
Because at one moment, you start to drown in them..

I will give everything for a real love,
Ready for the joy and the pain
Want somebody I can be real with
Need somebody like you.