When I hurt myself, I'm punishing me for being me

I was lost...I had been hurt so much. But then you pulled me close and whispered those words I longed to hear and changed my life

In was so close to the edge and so ready to jump....until you caught me and brought me back saving me from myself

You'll never know how much I miss you, you'll never see it on my face. You'll never know I'll never find someone who could take your place, I'm gonna smile when I see you, no my tears will never show. I might always love you but you'll never know

I'll get there eventually...but for now I'm only halfway to hell....

You can never smile quite the same when the blade sinks deeper with each passing day

Its so hard to smile when everytime you turn around there's a new reason to cry

You wrapped your arms around me and held me just like before.....and right there for a minute I forgot that you dont love me anymore....

Death must be easy because life is so hard......

Tell me why I lost you
Tell me that you lied
Tell me you loved me
or at least that you tried