Depression just makes you lie to yourself, cheat your body, cry, get blind, and in the end die. Sometimes it is better to see other options. I think I'd rather tell myself the truth, love my body, smile, see, and live.

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Merry Christmas Everyone!!!!! I hope you all have a great year. I love you all, P&Q!

Friendship is the BEST present I ever got that I managed not to lose! Best of all, I get it every day including holidays! ;)

Never lose hope, lest hope too shall turn its back on life.
Without hope, we would never have existed.

It just *hurts* like hell to *smile*.

It took me so long to realise this, but last Christmas you told me the only thing you wanted for Christmas was me. This Christmas I'm thankful to have you, because now I know a special bond is more than any amount of presents can give.

Hide me please... I can't bear to see what's after death.

And the one they fell in love with
Could only go to sleep
There they were, losing life
Hooked up to an IV....

I'd give up the world
And so much more
If only I could have you in my arms
Just like before...

I don't care what you did
Or what you will do
As long as you accept
That I love you.