I wish i could keep the things i always had*
so then time to time i woulnd't feel so bad*
Parts of me were falling apart...
but then i realized it was just the start..
so as i let go
i start to cry n promiss my self i wont die~

NIka~

I feel so broken inside
i feel so usless
i wish it didn't have to be like this
I'm falling to pecies but no one know it but me:(

NIKa - i can't hold on any longer

U used 2 send me text messages n tell me u luv me for no reason at all just 2 remind me n u used 2 make me feel like if u didnt have me u wouldnt have anything

i dont feel like that anymore

NIka

I love you matt.... i want you to love me too and i want you to mean it and make me feel it...

Nika~ i luved him:(

There was u n me*
Nthats how we wanted it to b*
but here comes High school*
N we make n paths n life*
wonderin if our paths will meet in time*
-i dont wana say goodbuy
But u n i do no its coming

Nika

Whipser to me*
that each day you waan see*
me n you*
walk away*
Holding Hands (together)
and making it last (forever)

NIka~

-i wana earse you from my past-
and i promiss you that you're going to be my last-
i feel my heart breaking-
as my hands start shaking-
as words come from heart-
-That i'm falling apart-
NIka~

~as i Cry my self to sleep~
I whisper the Words *you promissed me*
-and i suddenly close my eyes shut
and dream of how it was soposed to be*

NIka~

I layed unda ta stars..
Thinkin about u- n how i used 2 think
u n me were almost beging to feel so true*
Tears fall-
and my lifes feels so dall-
Becuz u Holdin her tight n ur amrs-
-and im holdin on tight 2 da memories-
wit a broken heart

NIka

* my feelings for you could Never change-
No matter what i'm feeling-
All i no is that I'm in love wiht you-
And I'm starting to Believe that your my dream come true!

NIka~