How am i suposed to smile
Wen nothing was worthwile
How am i soposed to luv you
Wen there was never us too
Why do i still need you Here?
Wen i feel like ur always near..

Going CRazzzy..

*The memories that last 4 ever are the memories that were always real*

NIka~

~I know it's wrong holding on~

Remeber one thing..I did this all for luv..

Nika~

YoU're FiRSt LuV nEvEr DIeS...
accept for all thos foolish CrYiEs..
But it HUrTs me to *accept the fact that your not coming back*
My fairy tale is now gone*
And evrything feels so wrong*

You were my ONlY hOpE

nIKA~

* Hope it was i used to have*
*Luv is what i once had*
*Dreams 4 me were never bad*
*Missing you was always sad*
~My Luv and hope and dreams may have died..but the memories of you will always be alive

~~ it's crazy what luv i have 4 you
it's Unbeleavable how much you mean to me..
I luv you wiht all my heart..And i'm always trying wiht all i have...
But you always make it seeem so bad..
and it's always on the things we never had..

~ Everthing is so blurrrry...
~And i hate how you always hurrrrry
~I just wana take it slow..
And i wana go wiht the flow..
~But your always tellin me lies~
And always breakin my heart..
You mean so much to mee
But i don't think were ment to be.

ø I just wanted to let you no that you mean evrything to me..even if i mean nothing to you...

~Nika~

It's up to you and me to make it last 4 ever..
But how can we..
When shes in your life too..