It's the First time i ever felt this lonly..
Finaly figured out your all the same..always coming up wiht sum kinda story..

NIka~

I luved the wayy you pretended you cared..
Becuase for evrymoment You did..I felt like The Luckyest girl! but that was only after i realized non of it was real..

NIka~

[wen i got off the phone with my best friend]

she told me about him*

N it reminded me of how i felt about U..and how i still do*

[my luv 4 u can never change*

Becuase i no sum were in my heart im still holding on to ur smile!

-nika~

Wen i looked into you're eyes was the moment i let go!
i thought you n me could make it..
But that was only aftre[ i saw you wiht *her*]

i feel so week with out your toch*
And i luved you so much*

*nika~

If ever you luved me..u would say!

Ive been waiting for u..and missin you all day

Its Hard for me 2. wen you no his heart is wiht sum one ellse 2..

All i can do is love u...And if that not good enuff.

[then what is]¿

nika~

*U remind me that the past was real*
Believe it or not..No matter how much i try i can't let go of u now..
You're apart of me..
And if i could just let you c.
The happiness u make me feel..it ta most Beautiful thing in the world.

NIka~

*Trying to not let the past effect wiht my Future*
But it's hard to wen you feel like that person had apart of you*
That part of me was my heart*
And it's not coming back*

NIka~

-do You ever feel like you need to find sumone who can make u you feel like theres always going to be another day..
Well i used to..Untill another day never came.

NIka~

I smile wen i think about you (=
It's only becuase you make all my dreams come true..
Not just that simply Being wiht you Is Making every dream come true.
And i always wana be wiht You*

NIka~

I luv it....

I no you care..

But thats something we both share..

I no the truth..

I no you dont really luv me..

But luv blinds me and it's Hard to see..

But i wont let your lies..

Go past my eyes..

NIka